Understanding Your Emotions
Most likely you were shocked to hear you had cancer. However, take consolation in the fact that there is potential for living longer today than ever before.
That’s not to say the journey will be easy. But it’s worth the effort to learn all you can about how you might feel as you move through your journey with multiple myeloma. It's important to do all you can to stay positive and stay engaged. People who learn as much as they can about their cancer often feel more in control and better about making treatment decisions because they know what to expect.
Your Inner Power
Knowing you have cancer may change the way you feel about life and what is important. It is often more than biology and medicine – it’s a life-altering, humbling experience.
It may challenge you in ways you’ve never been challenged before. It will test you, your determination to live the way you want under the circumstances, and ultimately, who you are. There’s one thing it won’t change – that you are the expert on you and how you feel about your own life.
Nearly 12 million people with a history of cancer are alive in the United States. As a result, “cancer survivorship” has become an important part of care for all types of cancer. It embraces people going through active treatment, those in remission, those who have relapsed – sometimes several times – and those who are not actively receiving cancer treatment. The experience changes people's lives; and, even though treatment may be complete or over for a time, ongoing monitoring with tests and checkups continue.


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When I first heard I had multiple myeloma, I was in shock. I couldn't believe I had cancer. It took a few weeks for reality to set in, and once it did I was devastated, especially when I thought about my son who was only two years old at the time.
I made a decision to keep a positive attitude, which has served me well, but there are days when fear, sadness and doubt creep in. When that happens I remember that I'm fighting for my family, and that gives me the courage to keep on fighting. ![]()
Strengthening your spirit
Your thoughts may turn to your spiritual side as you begin trying to figure out how you will cope with a diagnosis of cancer for yourself or a loved one. Or, you may question your faith. These are normal reactions, as is vacillating between the two. Faced with this challenge, you may find strength, deeper meaning in life, and peace as you examine what is sacred to you and the things that mean the most. To evaluate your spiritual beliefs, you might want to:
- Meditate or pray to help bring you a sense of calm and faith in yourself and your ability to deal with the diagnosis and treatment challenges
- Read your spiritual text of choice, if you have one. Studying these sacred writings may help you connect with wisdom that has sustained many for ages
- Keep a journal or write a blog to express your thoughts. Recording how this experience is affecting you can be cathartic, helpful to your loved ones, and if you blog, helpful to others
- Seek help from your spiritual leader, or join a group for meditation, prayer and support
- Seek enjoyment by visiting beautiful natural settings or attending inspirational events to help you experience a sense of peace. It might be a lovely park, the sea, the country, or your own back yard. Some people find going to church, synagogue, mosque or temple satisfying or visiting museums, or attending concerts to listen to great music
*Adapted from CancerCare.
WORKING WITH YOUR TEAM

It’s a two-way street: Your oncologist and your medical team learn as much from you, your cancer and your body, as you learn from them. You need to keep them informed so they can take their best shot at helping you do your best.
JAMES D. BOND
Multiple Myeloma Survivor
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"I was in excellent shape when a routine physical showed questionable results. Within a month I was diagnosed. An incurable cancer! I felt like I'd been hit in the stomach. I couldn't breathe.” |
THE POWER OF CONNECTIONS
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Human contact is important. Although Internet-based support groups help on a day-to-day basis, regular meetings... eye contact, personal communication, a hand to hold, an arm around your shoulder, sometimes a hug... can bring reassurance and comfort. |












